ok sure. sure.

yeah had the decency to not flaunt it in your face though don't think you so any girls appart from you on my socials did ya now?

dud you ask, i anwser simple as that and you're the one who left, remember ?

i dont need to go see your insta to know that's true

yeah i do remember, that was the hardest thing i ever had to do with apologizing for it but eh i don't expect you to understand, but good to know we're on sharing pics of our hook ups with the other then cheers also didn't ask for a picture did i? it's one thing to know it's another thing to have a picture of it shoved in your face hun

dud, the only thing i still understand is that the love of my life left me overnight and that hurts even a a few months later. fck i really thought you knew me better than that. i hate u, yeah thats a fact, but you really think i'll be that cruel ?

chiara you literally just did it? how would you feel if i sent you a picture with a girl kissing me on the cheek uh?

and i'd think you'd know i never apologize ever, but i did, to you i did

look i’m sorry, okay ? i shouldn’t have done that, i’ll try not to do that again

i know, jim. trust me i know, but just apologizing will not make me forgive you. words doesn’t prove anything, even though i know that was hard for you to say it

i'd appreciate that thank you...

i know, and i don't expect you to forgive me just like that. i know i'll have to work for it and even then you have zero obligation to forgive me, like i fucked up that's on me i know i'll have to leave with that for the rest of my life. i hope we can at least co exist without hurting each other you know?

you know, a few days ago i didn't wanna hear your name, so there's progress. that's gonna be hard, but i think we can coexist maybe with boundaries of something like not sending pictures for exemple

i'll take the progress as small as it is as long as it's there

btw i wonder if you mind me staying in town, my mom called saying she have a plan so i don't really wanna go back home

hey i don't own carmel you know you're allowed to go wherever you please, plus it's nice seeing you around you know despite everything... you're still my favorite person so stay as long as you'd like, really.

i know, but you arrived here first, and its a small town so maybe you dont wanna see me in the streets which could be understandable. but thanks, it means a lot

at least here i know my parents won't make your life a living hell

yeah, i hope so

they still have my number, so anything is possible

i'll make sure of it

you don't have to

i do have to though, you don't have to say i don't, i really do

i've been handling it since you left i can do it again you don't wanna get involve, trust me and i don't mind. they haven't texted so far so we're good

just cause you can doesn't mean you should have to, they're my parents after all and i'm the one that left so... i do want to get involved i can't just live my life in fear of my parents for the rest of my life, it's not like i have much to lose at this point anyways